Just thoughts.
He or she being unaware of your feelings, not knowing that they hurt you is tragic.
I love them so, but I can't hurt he or she.
I shall not break up their relationship because he or she is happy.
I will quietly fall apart as my heart breaks.
Finding out that the one you love is taken by another is tragic, but I can't show he or she my true feelings.
For their sake.
Story Idea #1
As the sunsets horrific thoughts enter my head. The night brings on a different side of me. A darker side. The darkness brings the idea of death, blood and gore. I fight the thoughts but it ignores my plead. I scream til I can't breathe but they go on. The dark swallows me and I drift to the end. I always imagined death would be quiet and quick but the pain goes on as the darkness consumes my soul. I call out for help but my voice barely makes a dent in the never ending darkness. Piece by piece I lose myself til there’s nothing left. I become an empty, hollow shell of what I once was. The nothingness fills me. I take one last breathe and close my eyes. Death embraces me and I accept.
Why am I not dead? I felt the pain, was it just an illusion? My breath quickens as I attempt to open my eyes. Darkness is all I see. I’m in hell, aren’t I? No it's to cold to be hell. I don't even consider the idea of heaven, heaven would be nice and peaceful. I wander through the never ending void. Beneath heaven is hell, beneath hell is darkness.
A special place for people like me.
Eternal Darkness.
End..... Part 4
It eats away at the blank page.
I have accepted my fate.
I have accepted the cold darkness.
I have accepted death.
My life is meaningless without you, my friend.
You gave me light when I was in the dark.
You kept me warm when I was cold.
You planted the darkness in my heart and left when I needed you.
The darkness gives me little time left.
I close my eyes and embrace it.
You will be the last thing on my mind as I descend.
Gone..... Part 3
You and the friends in my head are gone.
The last things in this world I had have been erased from my soul.
I, the blank page, will never be written upon.
I, the blank page, can feel the darkness closing in.
I, the blank page, am dying.
The darkness grows ever more hungry.
Here..... Part 2
You left me alone to rot in the darkness.
You learned my true feelings and erased them.
You saw my emotions and erased them.
You took the darkness and embedded it in to my heart.
It burns my soul and grows more each day.
I've lost everything except you, please don't leave me.
The darkness grows more each day.